Dear Jane,
The past couple years have been horrible for you, some of it I could have helped prevent but didn't.
I'm sorry, I love you like my own sister and maybe even more, you make me laugh, and feel like I will always have someone there for me.
I want you to know I am so sorry for all the pain and suffering I watched you go through that was cause by those two. I wish I could take all your pain away because you didn't deserve to be treated like that. I'm glad we are still friends and that everything is like it was I'm glad I can call you my best friend.
I love you Jane, like my sister. You will always be family to me. Forever
Sunday, December 30, 2012
Saturday, December 29, 2012
Elephant Shoes...
Dear John,
Sometimes I wish things weren't so complicated, I wish I could tell you I love you to your face every day. To be able to wrap my arms around you and hug you. Every time I see you now my heart aches knowing the truth. That we can never be together for real.
I wish I had never been shy in the first place, and just told you from the start that I thought you were such a gentlemen. If only things had been different. If only I had spoke up when we spoke..
I enjoy our talks, and the way you look at me, I love the way you make me smile and laugh when everything around us is in total blackness. John I wish I could show you how much you mean to me, and not just by saying so.
John, I love you. Forever and Always.
Sometimes I wish things weren't so complicated, I wish I could tell you I love you to your face every day. To be able to wrap my arms around you and hug you. Every time I see you now my heart aches knowing the truth. That we can never be together for real.
I wish I had never been shy in the first place, and just told you from the start that I thought you were such a gentlemen. If only things had been different. If only I had spoke up when we spoke..
I enjoy our talks, and the way you look at me, I love the way you make me smile and laugh when everything around us is in total blackness. John I wish I could show you how much you mean to me, and not just by saying so.
John, I love you. Forever and Always.
Its never enough
Dear John,
I thought I would try writing letters to anonymous people. So these are my Dear John/Jane letters.
John, I have spent years, days, hours trying to make you be proud of me. Christmas just past,I spent all my money and time, buying you and planning your gift. I spent more time even though our relationship is still rocky, I feel the need I have to please you and, not just that I do love you as much as I can now. But what you did make me feel horrible hiding them right when u get them and criticize everything about it. Then you had the balls to criticize what I bought my mother. It was better then what you bought her. I at least try.. I wish you could see how much pain you cause me. How Much you hurt me emotionally. To know just how much I actually care about what you have to say and about you period.
I just wish you knew....
I thought I would try writing letters to anonymous people. So these are my Dear John/Jane letters.
John, I have spent years, days, hours trying to make you be proud of me. Christmas just past,I spent all my money and time, buying you and planning your gift. I spent more time even though our relationship is still rocky, I feel the need I have to please you and, not just that I do love you as much as I can now. But what you did make me feel horrible hiding them right when u get them and criticize everything about it. Then you had the balls to criticize what I bought my mother. It was better then what you bought her. I at least try.. I wish you could see how much pain you cause me. How Much you hurt me emotionally. To know just how much I actually care about what you have to say and about you period.
I just wish you knew....
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